I'm Sorry, I Miss You

During this boundless years and space-time, I remembered you; It was stream-like, unable to retrieve that I knew the emotion lost like passing, it is a kind of difficult fate to meet you in the sea of faces, perhaps it was the last lifetime I lost and owed you too much, just let the lifetime of this of ours meet hurriedly, separate hurriedly;

Been thinking of very graceful leaving all the time, but can't done, I know I can not forget the love lustily, this lifetime, I am unable to go to pay the same emotion to other women again; Do, continue, watch over your love Hou too. Perhaps this is a retribution that Heaven gives to me, a destiny;

I am unable to accept a love that can pay soul and life, that was gained is both hands that other men are leading you Even if even if the one that turned round to leave away you is in a moment, I have not given up to your keeping Hou yet, realize you may leave away, can here at that time, I but nothing may make early, you want, look for happiness to belong to you, I how can the selfish one press you? I have ever said: " If even you can abandon such devotion all the year round of mine, what then can also I do? "

Because love you deeply, so, I can not choose to hate, even can not face the past and you who are present and man who leads your hand by hating; Since there can not be love, I can also have loneliness at least; A lot of people say time can treat all scars, I believe this sentence too, but believe some people too, some anything, some scars can not wear away all one's life;

Having ached the limit, imperceptible and painful feeling; As a man, the greatness that should display, unselfish, thick, can believe, complain all day it is not our man's true quality absolutely; Have pieces of friend say to me man can damage dignity of man for tears that emotion shed only, I thank him very much, because he has seen my weakness at this moment, what I want to have sentences to speak is right: " A man does not easily shed tears because have not only reached the sad place " ,A sincere emotion and smooth family are man's last harbour forever, it is the man's haven. Lost feeling is not that everybody can understand and realize.

Follow a friend and hear " like coming in the network again more or less " together today, he can't help, cry, stand up in another side, that is because a wound two years ago, because he has touched the chord in my story, stir his sadness, the those who have the same illness sympathize with each other, the once happy feeling has been already the boundless lonely erosion of the quilt I know, he can not put down either, once the devotion like mine too, I ask him: " Do you love her? " His answer without the least hesitation: " No matter she injure I, we though it is impossible to resume, anyway I love her, who can be in charge of me? " I felt so happy after hearing, always thought the network was unreal, had not expected that can meet the person with same wound too, even thought is then identical. Yes, though story of us have no idea, come again, I lifetime this it likes to be then a woman, is it managed that who want?

I have been persuading oneself to bless you, yes, even shedding the tears, sealing the wound should all give you a blessing, that is as a man's most basic poise, because your happiness is more important than my happiness; I have been persuading oneself to forget you too all the time, no longer miss you, however, my dear, I am sorry, I miss you.